lots has changed since last i posted here.
my son’s on the verge of being eight and has completed a full year in a mainstreamed classroom.
my brother and his wife are a couple weeks away from having their first child together.
my dad’s made a lot of significant recovery and now only has to use oxygen when he sleeps at night.
my job’s interesting…sales leader now. i have my own team and a truckload of responsibility, which i seem to handle pretty well. C2C was definitely a good move for me.
been with the same guy for going on three years. still living together and still happy overall. not that we don’t have our moments, but hey. nothing’s perfect.
it’s funny…i can look over these past postings and while i have very clear memory of the hurt and anger and betrayal…i can’t remember what it’s like to feel consumed by them. this…this is a very good thing. sometimes i catch myself in thought and then have to go back and pull myself away. you can’t live in the past.
you just can’t.
ah, yes. on the verge of finally being a licensed driver again. finally. getting along very well with the ex-hubby and his wife…we all get together at least once a week or so and do dinner or just hang out…it’s great for the kiddo and not half bad for all of us, either.
i can see the hurt. i can see it clearly. but i don’t feel it so much anymore…
’bout fucking time.
